The moon slides more towards its half way point in the sky as crunchy dubstep plays and I write my daily entry. When I can post it who knows. We have 500 miles till we need to decide to take a detour to Denver or push to Utah. We are thinking of driving though the night. We booked a room to rest in Reno for our last night. Circus Circus hotel seemed too fitting ;)
Personally I just feel myself opening up and wings unfolding and heart and soul finding there spots again in my life. I feel such perspective now to who I am and who I was being. I was letting myself be small and forgetting the best parts of me that are reawakening. I had a conversation and the end of Wildfire with a beautiful spinner who i admit I've become very aware of and intend on learning more about since she touched me so deeply and it certainly helps that she brings me a smile every time I see her and has one of the most fantastic energies about her, well she told me she had experienced me dancing and described it to me in such beautiful and vivid language and how I lead with my chest out with my heart out with my self completely exposed and how beautiful that was. I could see that she saw me the real me and she was so receptive. Touched me deeply because it touched her deeply.
Made me realize I only have been showing the real me in dance and started me thinking about all the things that have happened to cage that passion from my waking life. What was I doing and why. The hours and energy as I approach the Man seem to be stirring like a potion in me brewing towards an awaking of sorts. It's all still fuzzy and I'm not sure what I'm making but anyone who has seem me cook knows that's often the case but good results are the norm in such situations.
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