I left work in a frantic state. I have moved out of my home into a storage unit and been couch surfing at my beautiful and kooky friend Lisi's place. I managed to get everything done and left after 4 from the office. My mood sour my idea that what I was off to do wasn't going to be fun somehow and some thoughts towards calling it off and going
Home to take care of my cat or get a home even.
Wildfire. Home. I pulled in and felt like my worst fears were true I wasn't instantly happy or nostalgic I felt all...so I'm here now what...I hoped it would pass. As I write at 2am it feels like I've been here for about 18 hours already. WE had an epic rainstorm that started just after I went skinny dipping by myself at night. I laid out on the platform and just felt the rain for a long time. I listened and sometimes felt the thunder roar. It was everything I needs. People were not meant to live disconnected from nature the way we do. I already feel rejuvenated and I haven't even spun fire yet or really met all that many new people.
Ok sleep is overtaking me. Wishing I was cuddling with someone warm but otherwise life is perfect in this moment. Love. Pace. Wildfire. Safe. Home.
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